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SubjectPassion (fiction) or whatever
Message"Do you trust me?" I say softly in her ear. Kiss her forehead and hold her close, allow myself to be carried away by the smell of her perfume. Our bodies are close, warm. I pull the bow of her belt loosening the coat she was wearing. It falls open revealing her body wrapped in a tight fitting dress I brush her cheek with my right hand allowing my thumb to caress her lip. She parts her lips and let’s out a strained exhale. And looks me in the eyes. Her pupils widen, her breathing becomes rapid the more aroused she becomes. She takes me thumb in her mouth sucking deep hard and slow. I ask her again as my left hand finds its way under her dress into her passion I let the wetness I find there soak into my finger tips, we kiss deep hard and chase. Now she reciprocate s my touch letting her hand feel my erection looks down admiring his length and girth bites her bottom lip I coax her back to the wall she follows my lead,
Creation date: 16.11.2016, 16:03:48

SubjectPassion (fiction) or whatever
Message"HAUNTED" preformed by Beyonce
(softy playing in background )
I began experimenting with binaural beats self hypnosis therepy immediately I’ve noticed it does relax me which is awesome because I tend to be more than a little stressed out about everything, I’ve listened to the audio tracks for about an hour all togethe so far. Last night I dreamt of 1st a wedding announcement which I contribute to an old friends announcements on facebook. I didn’t write down immediately after I woke so please forgive me, I’m trying to remember. It was in a setting where it was for lack of a better word quaint soft brown soft light filtered through glass I was generally happy comfortable not elated but chill surrounded by unfamiliar familiar faces feelings my life has been hard this last year losing friends money lovers one after the other my health was in question all this I contribute to stress anyway back on topic. I remember seeing a pair of rose gold glasses fall it was slow I didn’t try to catch them I noticed the lens where tinted a crimson color the floor or table was covered in dust the light glinted from them an Erie familiar feeling I felt wonder I could feel doubt but u just let it go then scene shift to stairs it’s aliitle darker now in contrast two women girls really but women they should be girls Mrs K and Mrs J from high school what I thought why am I dreaming of them ? Kinda of confused I walked past smiled as if to keep walking but Mrs J caught my arm I instinctively turn around she caressed me soft like massage soft It felt like skin on skin but I was wearing a shirt they were speaking their lips were moving but no sound both of them were similar full lips about my height long hair straight teeth tounge not protruding out like Miley Cyrus but clearly visible behind there teeth gaped mouths seductive wet flirtatious our faces close talking again no sound like lovers speak then I caught myself time to go and then Mrs K caught my lips soft just a taste maybe a split second but the touch lingered in awoke suddenly the faint golden light replaced by stark darkness the drop e of my fan reality hit me hard but I could still feel her kiss my lips tingle from the memory....
I remember feeling like this, Haunted , ghost in the sheets , desire wanting yearning, wicked, something nefarious carnal rich with salitiousness desire the thin line of lust and love
Through the binary beats I noticed I am relaxed and music has a better qality my mind doest wonder as much
Love I think that’s what my hearts desire is love and being wanted not needed....quiet
Is this hell?
Creation date: 16.11.2016, 15:54:51

SubjectIssan Woman
MessageSince the 1st day I laid eyes on you, the 1st time I heard your voice, I have been hopelessly infaluably in love with you. " when the sun dies and the stars fade from view ., through the distance and the cold depths of space. Our love will remain real and true" I’ve been scared of commitment because it always meant an enevitable end. We argue not because we don’t love each other, but because we have love for each other as silly as it is. Wanting to talk wanting to be together time and space distance. I welcome your anger in this since because at least we are trying to understand one another. Your love is always on my mind I’m not gonna fight it, I want you all the time it’s amazing. I feel closer to you now than I did at your side because of our constant communication, whether it be Video SMS or phone forcing us to take our time and not confuse one another with #### subtle manipulation. I wonder what you do day to day, who you talk to. If your thinking of me even when I feel you thinking of me. You give me something to live for, real future with someone who loves me and shows she love me and want me we are the same and you take me in you accept me everyday we grow closer together
Creation date: 16.11.2016, 15:53:04

SubjectDengue Woman
MessageI’ve been lead astray I really thought she....cared? For me , that she was from heaven but the more I read the word of God the more I understand how perverse and twisted she was (kinky #### I only say because I don’t know her anymore maybe she changed. I feel like such a fool for stopping my growth for allowing this human person to fill my mind and heart with doubt for bringing even more sin into my life for turning my back on God and all God has done for me for what ? Pleasure acceptance even more pain . I gave away my soul and in return I received heart ache ... Never again ...never again.
Creation date: 16.11.2016, 15:51:34

SubjectPassion (fiction) or whatever
Message"Love is easy in gardens ,stimulated by beautiful ornaments and beauty products . It takes place in nature , beneath arbors to the sound of the lute and so on." Kama sutra

I often day dream about camping getting back close to nature moon lit nights and the open air shedding my urban skin and getting back to the essence of life. I don’t particularly like make up it distorts destroys the beauty of skin I knew a woman who didn’t need it at all beautiful smooth skin like chocolate cream sure she painted her face like highlights here and there but as far as caking some substance on to her face she never did a natural radiant beauty on the other hand I knew a girl whom caked it on to the point when she took it off a completely diffrence person face puts and discoloration like bad paint in a home still a beautiful girl but makeup never quite liked it I never camped I would like to I do have the very famine fear of snakes and sliders and things crawling into my sak or tent or my general ficinity however when the moon hangs low and full and shines it’s dim light on the earth it’s breath taking when the wind blows just right and the water moves like symphony. Sweet music it does something to me so I would like to try to camp at least once swim in a lake or an ocean even a pond no chemicals no filter no boundaries like making love for the first time naked nothing but together connecting I fantasies about being in a tent on the beach in the woods in the ocean on a boat or the openness of the wilderness would it be different better ? Just being lazy laying there together playing talking picking fruits and berries I wonder my whole life spent in this prison stone and metal industrial plastic buildings bedrooms hotel motel rooms is this why god intended when he created man ? And woman #### ?
Creation date: 16.11.2016, 15:49:40